Honestly

I am tired of asking you how you are doing

and listening "not too bad"

I am tired of pretending I find you funny

and agree with your stupid thoughts

just because of this fucking job

I am tired of being treated as a dog

while you are on the computer

I am fed up with being fed up with my heart

when it tries to humanize you

I am tired of hearing you say that one should care about people

while you judge your loyal customers

I am tired of convincing myself that you are nice

and having an everyday proof of the opposite

I am negatively puzzled with your capacity to hurt people

and not to be aware of that

I am impressed with your lack of sensibility

"So what you like? I love coffee. Pff, the money is shit!"

You and these stupid people

You and these materialists

You and these moneyaddicteds

You and this false mask of apparently being good

You and this "you have to be pretty for the girls"

You and this deep hurting selfish laughter

I am tired of you pulling me down

and saying what's right through your narrow lens

Honestly, FUCK YOU!